Protected by the Claws_A Motorcycle Club Bear Shifter Romance by Laura Wylde

Author:Laura Wylde [Wylde, Laura]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2018-09-24T05:00:00+00:00

Chapter 11

Kayla

He had just come in me and I was freaking out. After what Dad made me do when he found out that I was pregnant the last time, years ago, I couldn’t let it happen again. He’d made me have an abortion, something that I would never forgive him for, and I don’t know why, but all of those emotions were taking over. I didn’t have time to glow after how good it felt because I was too worried about getting it out of me. I wouldn’t let lightning strike the same place twice. I couldn’t let this happen again.

I was trying to think, and Baron was knocking on the door asking if I was okay. I was okay, I told him so, but I wasn’t when you considered how badly I was shaking inside. It was hard for me to feel this way and know that everything was going to be okay.

It wasn’t going to be okay. It just wasn’t. What was I thinking?

I looked at the woman in the reflection. Her eyes were wide, and they had changed to an almost golden color. My cheeks were flushed, and my hair was wild. I looked like I had just been fucked in all the right ways and I had, but there was fear in my gaze as well, wondering to myself what it was that I’d just done. I knew that I was going to have to figure something out, but it was hard to think about it. How could something that felt so right be so wrong in the end? It didn’t make sense and it was hard for me to feel that way about it. I wanted to feel bad for this, but I didn’t. I was just worried that it might stick, and I would be in a challenging situation again. I didn’t want to do that. I couldn’t.

“Come on, Kayla, you’ve been in there for a while now. What are you doing? Are you okay?”

He was worried and confused, and I could see how this would be hard for him to understand. He never knew I was pregnant, didn’t know about the abortion and I wasn’t of the heart to tell him about it. I didn’t have the heart to say anything out loud. It was still hard for me to think about it, let alone talk about it with Baron. He would have his own emotions and that would most likely be more anger that would lead to a confrontation I desperately didn’t want to happen.

“I will be out in a minute. I’m just rinsing off.”

“You ran in there like you were on fire. I don’t remember that from before.”

“Yeah, well…” I stopped. I shouldn’t say what I wanted to say. Maybe I should have rinsed off before and saved myself a lot of pain and suffering. It was the worst mistake of my life, and the idea of reliving it was more than I could bear. I didn’t want to think about such things.

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